And I Wait For Life To Pass Me By, Because I'm Just A Waste Of Space...

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Name: Ryan
Country: United States
State: Florida
Birthday: 10/4/1987
Gender: Male


Interests: I like to sleep. And --chill--. ::fall in love:: ... sing, read, watch anime/play video games... you know all that good stuff ++ make bad first impressions and then watch a person's astonishment at the kind of person you really are.
Expertise: --Expert anything * wha? Writing... maybe? Doctorates in being heartbroken. That's it.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other


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Member Since: 9/9/2003

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Sunday, September 14, 2003

They'll try to find us. But it won't work. They're just not cool enough.

          I watch you from afar.                                                  ::way over there::                                       You see me staring,                                               but you don't react.          Why won't you do anything?                                 You barely glance again in my direction.                [[just a freak, unwanted attention]]                I'm in love with your eyes. --but                                 they're so cold --

::My hopes are so high

that your kiss might kill me. So won't you kill me?

So I'll die happy...:::

 

[[so long sweet summer]


Ryan came. We sat in his car and talked in the middle of the road down Van's street. He explained everything

-- why does he have to be so perfect --

I don't want to be in love...

                                                                       [[yes you do]]

I don't want to be hurt again...

                                                           [[you're begging for it]]

Why do I do this to myself...

                                                         [[because you're a fool]]

Go to hell.

                                                   [[i thought we already were]]


Tuesday, September 09, 2003

I think it's time to wake, the sun as long since set. The night is young and the moon is bright, casting shadows down upon the quiet streets. Few cars pass by at this time of night, those that do would soon wish they didn't..

For I have come to play.